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Tuesday, 03 August 2010
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Blogging i am back
wow!!!such a long time didnt write blog...i miss it so much...i am so busy about studying since i having spm...but noe i am enjoying college life,...it is fun!!!!i meet a lot of kind of people ...i am really emjoying...didnt think too much about any relationship...just wanna be normal frenz...cause i think this will be happier...hahaha....goood single always the best one....HAHA!!! i am actually enjoying looking and helping him...it is a kind of action of loving...love is not u own him as urs then is called love...ridiculous!!!!
Friday, 07 August 2009
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ONe Month anniversary...
wah...i long time didnt write blog edi...haiz...quite busy doing add maths ....and busy 'ying chao' my cute bf....haha...but actually he isnt....(he sure angry when he saw this)...haha....wat a unbelieveable day on the 5th of August 2009.....he is soososososo stupid....didnt remember the memorable(one month annivesary) ...lol...sobs....in addition wan to argue with me....is on the 6th of August 2009...then we decided to look into the calender...haha..he lost ..i rmb is on sunday....cause that day i forgot i had tuition and skip it...hehe...which then went out with family...i reallly very angry...i don wan to talk to him...he always with his dialog"i wrong dy".....nothing special....then he is so dumb....asking me wat i expected him to say...i had never met such dumb guy...haha...but he is my type....not funny actually ...just that don no why i cannot angry at him....????when he 'tam' me i feel nothing edi...weird lol...CANNOT...i must be firm..haha....can i?still a question....i think myself very small gas as he said.....i can get angry easily and get hapily....why de?...haha...one day he went out to friend's party....he ask me to wait for his call...i fed up waiting 4 him...and i told him...haha....then he call me ...asking y am i angry....and i answer no la i am not...but actually ya...i don wan him to go out so late...he somemore go out until 4 am in the morning...over the limit...but wat to do...i cannot do anything...if i say cannot this and cannot that...he will say i very 'fan' him...de....so the solution is just open one eyes and close one eyes.....haha...can i make it????no....i must wake up...that is not me....before i date with him i am strict to myself....to any1...included my fren and family...no no no....i must change back....to become the reality of me...i cannot put too much effort on him...he will never appretiate...i always heard a guy wan to get you he can do anything for u...and u are his pearl...but after he got it...you are valueless as grass...true?...haha...i hope he is that type...althought i know him 6 years ago...but anyting change between these years...hu know???....but i knoe him de 6 years past....is a good one...haha.......i hope nothing change....really hope this relationship can last long ...i don wan to end like that...i hope he the first and the last one...haha...unbelieveable rite....myself also cannot believe it....i love you forevaa...
Monday, 06 July 2009
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I hate Tan Yen fOO....
lol...i didnt write for these few day cause i am busy with something...haha!!!...i really didnt expect he will confest to me...cause b4 he confest i knew he like other people...then i just give up ...u think give up is easy ah!!wat u do to me i will pay u the debt in double....OMG...he confest on 4th of July....then i neither reject nor accept...cause actually there is reason y!!!however after thinking 4 a day...i made my decision...my heart was like beating damn fast....like going to pop out as i dint experiance that be4...weird feeling...lol maybe first love gua!!donno...then we started at 5th of July...i do something which i cannot imagine...i told my parents about that..the most surprising is my parent do not object...haha....!!!weird expressions....is something goes wrong doonnoooo la....hope everything goes rite...
Sunday, 28 June 2009
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Bad luck day!!
today wake up at 8.30 am ...got to go tuition lol...my mum was rushing to go out as usual to go her office..haiz...got to go by taxi alone...i had to walk a long way to the bus stop lol...luckily i can get into a taxi...by the time tuition ended,no 1 is free 2 fetch me ...haiz...had to call taxi again... when i reach home i eat first lol...HAHA...today eat porridge...diet hehe....then i start studying my chemistry....i had to beat my class professional in chemistry...LUM CHOI KUAN....haha...only this subject i cannot beat her...also donno y...maybe i hate chemistry...and she likes it a lot...HAHA...had to +u+u....for lunch ah, ate pizza hut....OMG! not nice la....maybe is not my favour lol...then went shopping for a while at mid valley...My sister asked me to queue up 4 her to get NOKIA voucher lol...so embarassing la...hu wan to take..then queralled with her...then she ate baskin robin....i cannot eat...sobs!!!i get so angry and i rolled my eyes at her...she walked this way ,i walked tat way....then ended up we walked separate way....i waited at the carpark 4 more than an hour...she nicely go jusco to buy things....OMG!!! waited like helllll....then we didnt talk 4 a long time....i continue with my work lol...i got to print konserto terakhir sinopsis for presentation...sad....i always do since last year..but this time they did it....i retired edi..haha....then found out printer spoiled edi..sad....got to get help from others...my chemistry again....!!!tis is the bad day !!!1
Saturday, 27 June 2009
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wat a sad day for us!!!
OMG!! today is a skul day...haha..i skip skul...hhaa..lazy pig...i go tuition instead...these few days very 'fan' ah...a lot of thing to think over...about my own thing and my twins sister(my best fren)....she born same day,same month,same year n sam place as me but not same source...haha....i realise this world is small..haha....anyway we both has a lot of thing to say...it seems like both of us hav the same intuition...it is because we born on the same day??? it still a question...i had never been telling anyone about my thing to anyone b4 for 17 years since i met her...i donno y i will just tell her everything....i look at her i will just cant tell lie...this is same to her...hAhA....now my another fren had a difficult day to go on....she know a guy however the guy personalities makes her mum object about their relationship...she was crying over the phone to me...i feel i cant do anything for her....now i am scare she will do something which hurt herself......she usually cut herself with knife and even sometime she drink 100 plus with panadols together....haiz...y do she do tat...i had convince her not to do however she just cannot control herself when she was depressed....i feel everything is because of me...if i don not tell her the feeling of tat guy to her...both of them wont go together...Did i do wrong???...i feel so sorry....now she and her mum quarrelling ...and even her mum follow her to tuition like a body guard...don let her to get closer to that guy...i feel pity 4 them...they looked at each other but cannot talk...haha...is it a drama??lame...think too much....but i can feel both of them miss each other very much just cant say it out....i think when time passes eveything will goes rite...wiil it???i hope so...god will not be take away the one she love one away...she had already lose 1 b4...so please don be so bad to her...please god bless her...
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